About Me: reads, radio friendly music, movies, 60%-outdoor & 40%-indoor, ultimately aim to hve personal freedom in $+time+space.. coz Personal Purpose in Life is critical besides Survival
i'm not looking for huge career advancement, wage increment would seems motivating enough... it'll be a huge bonus if i'll like that job in time & who knows mayb somehow miraculously i'll fall in love...
好不容易才逐渐从韩版花样男子跟Twilight各中的男主角抽离出来。。 换了发型。。得赶快开工赚钱还债才行。。
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6:35 PM ::
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i experienced my 1st 3D movie today, watching Monster vs Aliens only wished tat i was contacts instead of my specs tho... it's abit heavier on my nose bridge i enjoyed e 3D effect very much.. seems closer, nearly touchable saw this movie's making segment on TV... the animators hve ta wear e 3D glasses for creation & touch-ups.. tink i might even enjoy watching Up, or another upcoming 3D movie meanwhile i'm pending ta watch these: - Blood The Last Vampire - Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past - Fighting (maybe) - Transformers - Ice Age 3 - Public Enemy - Duplicity - Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince - The Proposal - Twilight Saga: New Moon (book2) - Adventureland
these days i'm really tempted to have a haircut feel like cutting off e longer left side & balance it off coz i'm getting tired of e right-parting which is starting to get on my nerve.. was missing my left parting previously... hopefully after this haircut i'll hve e patience ta let it grow longer
i'm into online video/series watching for awhile, thankfully not so addicted yet i've finished watching e whole Korean花样男子 in 2 nights & got affected by e 2 handsome male leads.. more by 演花泽类的 金贤重 Kim HyunJoong than 演道明寺的 李民浩 Lee Min-ho tho i prefer Jap's 花泽类 - 小栗旬 Shun Oguri, but 金贤重 dun seem too bad either.. hee 帅吧?
since 小栗旬, i'm currently "distracted" by 3 other hot guys (Robert Pattinson, 金贤重 & 李民浩)
Aawww... watching such genre does makes one wish ta fall in love... (R all females affected similarily? or shld i reduce inflicting myself like this further?) ponderz if couples does experience such emotions/feelings in current reality... hmmm oso wonder if it's juz typical if most females find them similarly hot as me, or if my preference have some unique indication.. so far i can safely put tat intellectual 思维, being gentlemanly nice+understanding, wif gr8 personality & common interest guys (huge bonus wif >passable looks) will attract my attention... tho i doubt (4 e longest while of) his existence at all.. but sadly there ain't many guys w/i moi current circle ta bother considering much.. yet on e other hand it vex me ta see so many nice looking but younger (in 80s/90s) guys out there.. hardly bump into much near moi era (r they all married/gone?).. often automatically makes me JTC ta dun bother making any effort... ain't tis a vicious self-inflicted (mental) cycle? Haiz
Urgh! i juz spent another whole sleeping hours ta finish tis 1 blog... jia-lat.. pengz
Posted by ZyriX S ::
2:46 AM ::
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read e whole Twilight Saga series... even re-read a few times.. googled on both leading actors' interviews, past works & their gossips... re-watched Twilight DVD a few times... yes i allowed myself to be slightly more engrossed (crazy) then can't wait for the sequel movie ta start showing & wished they film e rest of e series faster.. i like e plot... half wished tat u can fall in love but haiz a slightly humane-female-centered kind of romantic love story wif abit of mild vampire & werewolves.. liked Eclipse & Breaking-Dawn more among e 4 books glad tat i've that temporary enjoyment release / relief finally managed to weaned myself off fr e series & Robert Pattinson recently only whew!
U can only go out to so many places for food, window shop, browse freely & park yourself inside an air-conditioned place to kill time & avoid hot weather libraries filled up wif all students & older pple taking up all e available puts me off further when there ain't much titles catching my interest... ain't much interesting movies screening yet untill June and because U're on limited budget, thus lesser choices available to pick worse when e other party lets U choose.... quite infuriated at times U know otherwise it's home-alone wif pathetic TV, radio & PC.. disturbed by never-ending renovating noise & noisy buses.. lazing around.. becoming couch-potato watching pathetic local channels coz basic cable's available channels ain't so interesting either.. clueless about cooking since can't make out wat's inside e refrigerator & sick of maggie mee / bread / fruits.. irregular meals & sleepless nights... disturbed by so&so who insist to watch TV loudly till late every nite with snoring & closed eyelids.. wasting electricity not motivated to initiate any chat/email/call wif available contacts as majority are occupied wif work & their own problems, who would want bothered wif uninteresting me super duper bored, restless, moodless, listless, every waking hours...
feeling less interested in nearly everything because it's associated to bloody $ very put off working in office environment yet hate tat most job & services out there has ta please customers which is not my preference at all feeling VERY twisted at e unbalanced monetary rewards especially against existing bills & daily expenses very irritated & frustrated because i'm becoming more clueless on wat else is suitable for someone like me.. what can be interesting & enjoyable to work for? wat else is out there? am i working for more $ or for njoyment? how to survive? can't seem to answer those questions for the longest time can't bring myself to start doing wat's necessary.. frequently become distracted and knowing the bloody fact that this is e Xth number of times happened irritates me further... makes me wished more none-existence even more
HAIZ....SIANZ...PEK-CEK...
Thought I could... - dig out all e old jeans & have them redesigned into vests / hand-clutches but dunno where & not enuff $$ - start up something to recycle old clothing / CDs /bags / magazines / plastic bags in exchange for more cash but don't know who would but in such raw ancient materials - go walk the whole connecting-parks & take photos - try suck more movies/ borrow DVDs fr friends ta watch (will add on another time)
meanwhile i'll go watch movies online (if i can find em) / 【韩版】花样男子 ta occupy myself bah
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4:44 PM ::
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1st Nov was celebrated @ Joshua's (shannon's ex-colleague) condo... i was 1 of e adv-party ta help buy & carry stuffs.. plus setup.. got beehoon, curry, pizza, salad, fruits & a few etc prepared by his frens.. we tried our best ta makan... & had fun wif poker cards oso... Mull seems energized as e "banker" tat whole nite... later we adjourned to Joshua's pad ta makan+drink more... den watch DVDs till my contacts cannot stay inside my eyes... den called it a day... (when i've a morning mtg @ ICA in nxt few hours... haiz)
view e fotos @ my FaceBook inside Howell Caba's Photos - Alta Vista Party (^^)
Posted by ZyriX S ::
12:44 AM ::
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when work is taking up 70-80% of your life... if it's becoming more unhappy, less-worthwhile, less-motive... might as well change rite? 至少别跟自己过不去吧。。。
by default, almost 90% of us are Selfish (self-protective) & Minding Our Own Business... so Y bother be Nice 2wards another person? Y bother caring when e rest around U simply boh-chap?
they say every tiny effort is a form of Contribution... who wld pat yer back when u're e unlucky fella who suay-suay hve ta clear his/her "shit"?
god noe's when will struggling lower-operational staffs ever be properly rewarded / appreciated / noticed by their supervisors when e work-load is never-ending, unimportant & mundane?
wat is macro mgmt when any tiny-winy bit of (mediocre) imperfection is magnified to broadcast to e whole world / find blame 2 someone?
who wouldn't want to upgrade in skill-sets / qualifications? how ta deal the increasing school-fees... long-working hours... wif pathetic salary?
U can say tat I'm procrastinating... escaping fr problems... (again) but it's been very bleak inside e long dark tunnel... for e longest while seems like eternal challenge ta overcome...
HOW CAN I SURVIVE TIS? OR SHLD I ASK HOW CAN I B BRAINWASHED?
my consolation? evening tuning to e Married-Man's entertainment... TV / movies... or being distracted by smthg more entertaining / fun den work/home/TV since being in e state of unaffordable... i've ta accustom to very limited choices
haiz m(_ _)m
Posted by ZyriX S ::
10:41 PM ::
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juz simple last min decision 2 go R&R @ Batam... seems very different fr e my last trip years ago... thus we all oso forgot 2 do "homework" chkout tat place... tat's Y end up juz nuah within e resort... chit-chat, pool-soak & watch TV... it's considered not bad consolation from e long bloody jia-lat work weeks b4
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